hi everyone,
I've been receiving your emails and your kind messages It honestly floors me and for some reason, something I wasn't expecting. Some folx take their very generous time to write me and share so much about them. in those moments so much is revealed and I feel so lucky. It makes me want to pick up my phone and tell someone. Anyone. I don't, don't worry- I want to encourage you to see this email as something you can also participate in also, so I hope I have, not simply your ears but your trust as well.
I'm navigating in my mind how engaged I'd like to be, this started as a small project and now I'm so curious to see how it evolves and how you and I shift as we share more and more with one another.
For now, I'll leave you this:
In this week alone I've felt affirmed and seen in a way that feels profound and different, truly. I've felt myself receive and be received in a real and honest way. As a person who has to market themselves to try and persuade you I am worthy of your time, effort and money you've managed to show there is a way beyond that- possibly.
I hope you know that this means a lot to me, I often move so slowly in my career because everyone in front of me, leading the way-- they're not my teachers. I operate differently and not only am ok with that, I insist. So to be seen and heard as i continue to divert from the norm means: there is a space for me. And if there's space for me, you know I'm making sure there's space for you.
I hope you receive some moments of solitude this weekend, I'll talk to you tomorrow.